i want him to be happy.
i want the absolute best for Gerard Way.
But the thing is,
he never considers anyone else’s feelings
except for his own
and the fact that he thinks it’s okay
to tear the last bits of whatever MCR-related hope
we had left
just because he let those stupid pricks
get the best of him
is absolutely not okay
and his obvious attempts at trying to get rid of the “idea”
of my chemical romance
is what makes me so sad
to the point where i am starting
to hate my chemical romance
and i cant do anything but sit here
and feel fucking numb
whenever i think about him
or the band
or any of the other members.
that is what i find unfair.
I understand that it was 100% not okay for those dickholes to be so disrespectful and act as if he owed them the world, but I don’t understand why he’s trying to act as if MCR never existed. He is going against A Vigil, On Birds And Glass. The band is not alive in the guys, it is no longer alive in him, and soon enough, it will no longer by alive in us. Just like he wants.
I feel like he wants My Chemical Romance dead, and it’s destroying me that we as a fanbase, who are to support the boys no matter what, made him feel that way.